I'm supposed to "feel elated or gassy, or somewhere between that zone" but I'm not.
I'm at work on my birthday, and my sister's birthday, and I'm broke because everything is set aside for bills and stuff. And it's enrollment soon.
But then again, if I count all the blessings I have been given, I don't have any right to feel depressed at all.
Lord, thank you for the gift life. Thank you for my wonderful husband and super sweet son. Thank you for my family. Thank you for my parents who decided to have another child 37 years ago. Thank you for my friends, my work(s), and thank you for always letting me know that You are watching over me and all my loved ones. Thank you that I have my sister with whom I have been celebrating the same birthday for the past 36 years.
I'm sorry for feeling so sad this morning. I promise to enjoy this special day you gave me.